Well I dont really know whats going on anymore. I think Jesus and I are over. He had court last night and I called and left a message on his answering machine sayin I hope court went well and to call me and let me know how it went when he gets a free minute. But I dont think he'll call. I dont think he even wants to know me anymore, but maybe Im just being paranoid. Im trying to get over him but its hard, he was the best thing to happen to me since Ive been at school. And the first month we dated was pure heaven, life couldnt have gotten better. But after he got arrested everything went to hell. Oh well Im done with it and Im done with relationships for now anyways I should just be single anyways and focus on school instead of trying to focus on a guy. Cauz if I dont do good next quarter and pass all my classes my college will kick me out. And I dont want that.
I saw Kala the other day for the first time since like a couple weeks before Christmas break. Shes my best friend down at college and an awesome person. I call her my Mini Me because we are so much alike its not even funny. Anyways just thought Id update this since I have free time. Im home for spring break, untill the 27th... woohoo... i guess.... gonna go try to find someone to buy me a pack of smokes since I lost my ID.....
